So I have been thinking , and I not sure it will be easy, but I HAVE to do it, whether I want to or not, but it will hurt, hell I knew it would right from the start, but when do I ever listen to myself? Why did i get myself into it? *slams head on desk* why?why?why? I guess I will never know, but it will be gone in a little while won't it? Ive almost completely gotten over the last time! Its, just, I really don't know, I cant even tell anymore, And I am trying too hard, I need to relax, it would have worked better it I had been relaxed. But I do it EVERY time, it just happens and then I kick myself later.....Well, it wasnt supposed to happen, and the scenarios in my head, are just that, scenarios, and they will never happen, becase in time I will forget! I just need time.....Please, just make it painfree and easy! That's all I ask, please give me time and I will be almost as good as new, although there will be a piece missing, where the momories were, and will always be...
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